Missing

I miss the feelings
Feelings of sadness
Feelings of pain
What an irony

To be yearning for such feelings
One must think that I am crazy
Perhaps there was comfort in such feelings
What a strange thing

It truly feels like the past never happened
I cannot remember how it felt like
Has the memory been erased
Where has it all gone

Is this a case of truly being over it
I wonder
Perhaps the heart has hardened
And turned into stone

I would like to say that I miss you
That I miss having you around
That I miss you caring for me
That I miss having you next to me

Alas, I dont feel that way
I find myself to be at peace
This may be the signal
Of greater things to come

I hope ... And I pray