I was surprised to hear it once again. I had thought that things were going well. Today just seemed like a bad day. Hopefully it is just one of those days. I hope it will not happen.
Have I also been less sensitive? Have I been more selfish till I couldn't detect it? Am I that self-absorbed?
One of the stuff that had happened today made me wonder. I know that it would have been the same with you. And I would have been so caught .. so so caught in the middle. Given my state of mind with your presence, I would have made the wrong decision. I am so glad things have turned out the way they have turned out.
I have one to handle, perhaps a little less than you ... maybe because I couldn't handle you at all as I was so blinded.
I am glad for the current situation as it means I no longer have to go the past. The past with bittersweet memories.
I need to keep remembering the whole package. And that life has moved on .
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