Dawn of a new era

I dont look forward to the dawn of a new era.

At the evaluation earlier on, I am still surprised by how my dearest friend can be so so spot-on with me. I was surprised by her last statement. I have never spoken to her about it, yet she could sense it. Everything that she had said was so so true.

I don't know if I have what it takes to carry on "alone". It will be very very different. I do feel that a huge part of me is gone once she disappears. I know that she is still around but it will no longer be the same.

I know that there is no way for me to be where I am today without such guidance, patience and mentoring.

I understand why it must be done.

I just need to see and reflect on my own, what is next for me.