Surreal

I still remember that day when I was told of the news from the horse's mouth. It was like a final nail to the coffin. I was really really upset. I was crying my eyes out. I don't know how I managed to do what I did though. I felt that my reasons were selfish. I should have been happy instead. I should have been a bigger person.

I hope this does not repeat again ... Please let it NOT be so ... Please ...