I don't know why but I still remember the past. Was at borders just now and I remember the times we'd spent around that area. I felt the pain as I'd tried to brush it away.
It still hurts.
I thought I had let go of the past completely. I thought 09 filled the void significantly without having to go down that path. However after tonight, the happy memories came flooding back and I am close to tears.
I thought things would change after requesting the connection. Somehow when they didn't, I felt at ease or it's as though I'd expected it. Perhaps I am closer in coming to terms with reality.
Right now though, I want to see you.
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