Overcome by emotions.

I was overcome by emotions today.

I don't know why but I'd suddenly missed you very much. I wished for you to be next to me. I'd wanted to meet up with you and to see you. The good thing about this is at least I know that 09 will not replace you and I don't want history to repeat. 09 is good and I want what I have with 08, with 09.

The bad thing about this is that I still miss you , care so much about & still think about you. Why is it still so? Why do I love you so much that the pain still exists till today?

I would have thought that my recent achievements indicated that I'd moved along far, ahead and fine without you.
Alas , it is far from true.