I feel that my focus is no longer there. I don't know what to focus on. My mind tends to drift nowadays .... wishing I was anywhere except where I am. I don't know.
I don't know if this is what I should be doing. A part of me wants to take up the challenge. A part of me cannot be bothered anymore. I need to decide. I cant be living in limbo land. It will not benefit anyone.
Perhaps I am in this state now as I feel that I have nothing to look forward to. Have I been drifting all my life? Is this really my calling? Maybe I should look harder to fill the void in my life. I am looking in the wrong places.
I really need to sort out my thoughts and decide.
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