I have spoken to the relevant people. What I am hearing is not good news at all. What do I do now?
What do I want? I feel so lost. I feel like I am just drifting away. What is the point in that?
I feel bad if I were to leave. However it makes no sense for me to continue with the current state that I am in. It will be better for everyone if I were to go, if I can't pick myself up.
It was also painful discussing with you matters that day. It felt like we were fighting once again and it will lead to nowhere. I was too tired and too ill to argue with you that day. That is one of my reasons to leave, cos no matter how hard I do things for you, it will go unappreciated.
Perhaps it is time for a change of environment.
