Saturday, May 19, 2012

Fallen

I never ever thought that I would fall for you.

I should have seen the warning signs early on.

How long will it take to get over you ?

Thursday, May 17, 2012

One of the songs

One of the songs in Body Combat 37 : Track 8 (Sea of Love by Frisco)


Don't you never let me go,
Don't you ever let it show,
I will cry in the sea of love.
The stars will allways shine,
And I'm gonna make you mine tonight,
Tonight.

I believe in rainy weather,
Some days.
But when I'm down and feeling blue,
You will come and say.
Have you ever really seen the rainbow,
Have you ever really touched the blue blue sky
Have you ever really seen a falling star,
He'll be crying tonight.

Don't you never let me go,
Don't you ever let it show,
I will cry in the sea of love.
The stars will allways shine,
And I'm gonna make you mine tonight,
Tonight.
I want you, I need you
And my heart is beating softly baby
If you leave me, decieve me
I will never see the sun rise again.

Never fear what love can do, too you
Cause I believe we find a way,
This I say to you.
Have you ever really seen the rainbow,
Have you ever really touched the blue blue sky
Have you ever really seen a falling star,
He'll be crying tonight.



Why was this song played again at combat today ? Yes, it's a different instructor but it was painful to hear it for the 3rd time.


I remembered the part whereby the lyrics went "Have you ever really seen a rainbow, Have you ever really touched the blue blue sky" I remembered how you had done the part. You were smiling all the way throughout this this part and my heart just melted when you were doing this. I liked how you had done this. 


When it was "I want you, I need you.", I'd closed my eyes as I was in pain when you sang this out. I am not sure if you saw my reaction or something, cos you'd immediately said, "I need you ... for the next 6 seconds." Having said all this, when this part was repeated, I had numb myself enough not to feel anything. 


Things have ended strangely. I don't know if you were trying to reach out to me or something. However, you now have the upper hand. And you see through me as though I am invisible. So I'm not sure why things have ended as such. It doesn't make sense. 


I miss you so much.