Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Really happy today

Am really really really really happy today. 

I feel good !! :)

What made my day today
- I have a good idea and picture of a certain aspect of the project. It feels much clearer now. At least it's a little clearer now as compared to prveious. 
- I had managed to handle a few things, really happy to have gotten some of the questions answered for the workflow. I feel like I've accomplished a fair bit with this. Really happy with this
= Had contributed towards a discussion just now and it felt good. 
- Am also happy that the majority see the value of another project that I am handling and want to push it to a higher level. I have great support with this and I know it can be taken to greater heights .. Am really happy that it has reached this state. I never imagined that it will reach this level. I feel happy to be part of a team to make changes happen and changes that will have significant impact on many stake-holders. 
- I am also very happy to have bonded really really well with the current. I feel that we have a great connection and are similar in so many ways. I am truly truly grateful as to how things worked out. 
- I feel that my relationship with my team is also much better. I feel truly grateful for having a wonderful team !

- Class today
>- Both classes, well 1.5 of the classes, were taught by the excellent trainer. I enjoy the classes tremendously
>- It was really nice when I came out of the changing room & saw the trainer ... Really happy
>- Very very happy too when she'd made small talk with me and she'd initiated the small talk. Really really happy that she had initiated it. It would be nice to talk to her more as a friend, rather than a trainee-trainer. I must say that I was rather surprised. Initially, I was wondering who was it who was talking to me. When I'd realised that it was her, I was really very very happy. I should talk to her more. I'm sure she's a friendly kinda person. 
>- It was nice when she'd smiled at me at BC today
>- It was nice when she'd noticed that I was down during the stretch and wanted to make sure I was ok. 
>- It was nice when she'd seen me during RPM today. 
>- Really really really really thankful that she'd taught 1.5 of the classes today. Really grateful for that. 
>- I truly enjoy her classes

I wish I could talk to her more ..... She's an interesting character. It will be interesting to learn from a working stand-point also, esp in terms of training new ppl etc. 

I truly truly wish I could talk to her more. 

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Great day !

Today was a really wonderful & enjoyable day ! :)

It started off well. I need to remember the positive, there are some really nice ones who remember & don't give me a hard time. Some are really sweet. Am touched. I need to keep on remembering the positive.

Then had lunch with quite a no of them. Rarely do we get an opportunity to have lunch together. I cherish this rare & wonderful opportunity. It was really nice! Enjoyed the bonding time with them ! :)

Had then gone for BC & RPM. Found the classes quite manageable. RPM was a little better than usual. Maybe the classes got easier. I find her highly motivating & inspiring :) I enjoy her classes. It was nice when she'd spoken to me a bit more too today. I was just too tired to be more friendly today. I wanted to just drop dead already. She's really nice. I wish I could talk to her more & find out more about her.

I also need to smile more despite the tough times. Even though it may be tough, I don't have to be sooo fierce looking & not smile at all. I need to relax more & smile more despite the tough times & challenges. I wonder how she does it. Even though it's tough, she can still smile through. I need to learn from her on this.

I need to come out of my shell & start to talk more. I need to & I must. I will try with what I have or know for the moment.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Good things that have happened today

I need to be reminded of the wonderful things in my life.

I do enjoy my main work :) It's just some other non-IT work that I truly do not enjoy at all.

I was really touched when she had helped me with my bike 2x. She was also encouraging & motivating me as it went along. Really nice of her. Somehow she seemed to notice when I tend to switch off or am struggling. Do we have a better connection now as compared to the past?

I do wish I could talk to her longer.

It was really nice today. This is another option for consideration. It was highly enjoyable !! :)