Reality

How does one get over pain and hurt
By occupying oneself with many activities
Does it really work

Never felt this way before
Never knew such emotions exist
Exhaustion soon takes over

Does time really fly by
Each second seems to take forever
Wishing it was already the future

Will the future be better and brighter
Will the letting go be complete
How near is the future

It was so apparent to others
Except oneself
How obtuse can one get

There was a time when things were all right
It was good during those days
When all was normal

The green monster came
A major shakeup occurred
Led to oneself to truly realize, face up and acknowledge the reality

How excruciating it has been
For the delusion was so strong
The wound will heal