Letting go

Tears start falling again
Emptiness prevails
Hopelessness ensues

Letting go
Some find it easy
Others find it tough

Happiness in living in the past
The mind conjures a past that never was
How powerful the mind can be

Caring
Has brought happiness and pain
Pain the only feeling right now

The wall is building up faster than ever before
Nobody shall get through this wall anymore
Enough of letting the heart feel

Life without the heart was less complicated
Being numb with a couldn't care less attitude was easier
Nobody has to know

Moving forward as emotionless
Everything about the past is dead and never existed
The chapter is closed and never to be opened again

Using logic and the brain
Switching off the heart for good
This is the life that works best for some

Anguish

Have never cried so much
Didn’t know there were so much tears
Didn’t know there was much pain and hurt

Day after day, the tears keep falling
When will it end
Will it even end

Despite the brave front, the pain deep down is too much to bear
Crying in solitude to handle the agony
Only few know

Moments of joy have been long gone
Darkness and sorrow
Someday, the sun will shine through

Swinging from pain to anger
From love to hate
The robot now feels

Didn’t know the heart existed