Wonder

Sometimes I wonder why I do so much. It really is not worth it. When am I going to learn? When I am going to put it into actions? Questions had been asked and they revealed a lot. It is to the extent where I am not even going to bother or care anymore. Whatever happens happens. I feel like screaming my lungs out. I think I am on the verge of tears again. I am just so frustrated and so tired. I have had enough and I want a break.