Thoughts

There are some many thoughts running through my head right now.

1) I still miss you.
2) I do miss her occassionally. Sometimes I don't know whether it is good or bad. I cant believe that I don't enjoy talking to her, for fear of upsetting her or something. So nowadays, we don't talk much. We have become strangers over night. It feels weird. I don't agree as to who she looks up to also. They're not the right role models. I wish I could ask her why it had been emotionally stressful for her. I have so many questions for her. I feel really sad and upset that things have turned out this way. She was one of the better ones. Sigh ... I do wish that the tears would just fall. Maybe I can then move on ...