Feel so stupid

I feel like crap. I feel so stupid. Why did I not push it through? Why am I so soft? I should have stated more explicitly. I feel like I've let people who trusted me down. I don't know what to do.

A part of me does not want to do this anymore. To just give up at this point. However it is too early to be giving up. I don't give up so early. I want to press on.

What I can do moving forth is to learn from my mistakes.

I feel so stupid. I feel really stupid.