The results are out. Mixed feelings and emotions and non-emotions running through. Am I making sense here? My ego is bruised. I guess I deserve what I got. I reap what I sow. Why couldn't it be better? Why didn't I study? Why didn't I put in consistent effort? Why? Why? Why?
I feel relieved that I managed to scrape through. I feel irritated as I know I am capable of achieving better. How much longer am I going to act this way? What are my interests? How long am I going to deny myself of what I can truly achieve?
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