Why is it so hard to let go of you? Why have memories of you have yet to fade? Sometimes I feel like I am getting worse, I am spiralling downwards. I still feel the pain and emptiness. Why did I allow you to have such an effect on me? Why did I give so much to the friendship that it became blurred for me?
I feel like I am only existing now. I remember the days when you were in my life. Everything had a meaning then. I looked forward to something.
Sometimes I just want to text you to ask you if you are available to go swimming or jogging. It has become unbearable for me.
Sometimes I just feel like I want to get away from it all.
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