Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Meeting

I wonder when I will see the traitor officially. A part of me can hardly wait to see her - to see if she's drowning. I hope she drowns ... really badly. When I read the email, I feel pain. It really feels like crap. Really.

I don't know whether to feel proud as I feel that perhaps I'd inspired her to take on this path. However, why did she not want to stay with us? She can shine too. I will be more than happy for her to shine ever so brightly. She can take my place. I can then do other things. I don't know why she wants to do it alone, with minimal guidance. Really ... GOOD luck to her.

I can hardly wait to see suffer ... suffer really badly ....

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