When a Christmas song came on the radio just now, I was suddenly reminded of Christmas eve last year. It was fun, going into JB with you. It was fun spending Christmas with you. I remembered being very happy. Somehow life had a purpose then. I almost broke down in tears. It was like suddenly I missed having you around.
I wouldn't say that life has no purpose now but it feels like something is missing.
I keep remembering only being very happy with you. I need to remind myself of the times when I was upset, sad and angry. Even though there were good times, there were bad times too.
In totality, it is still negative, for what it's worth. I need to remind myself that.
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