Tuesday, July 21, 2009

I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT !!

I absolutely hate it ! How did it get to this state, whereby I'm running around like a headless chicken? How do I motivate myself to keep going? My battery has gone flat and I don't know how to re-charge it. I feel like screwing up my life but I know that it will never happen.

I hate it that
1) Work is piling up like crazy. I must be terribly poor in time management. I have lost sight of the big picture. I don't know why I am doing this any longer.
2) I still think of you. I still care about you. I never stopped loving you. ARGH !!! Why must this be so? Why am I holding on so tightly to you? Sigh ...

The current one is a little similar to you, very very caring. I need to be careful, to distance myself.

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