A dear friend was chatting with me. A lot was said. It was nice being able to talk like that, even though I wasn't talking much. If only I had a crystal ball and I could see what the future holds. Each time I think about what is going to happen, I break down inside and tears start to fall. Now I've numbed myself such that I block out that picture, refusing to believe that it will become an eventual reality. As the day gets nearer, the more I block it out, such that I can run away from it all.
I hope and pray that the decision is being made for the right reasons.
I feel so empty.
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