It sucks !!! I really don't want to to do this anymore. I can't be a mentor - I am terrible at it. I am terrible dealing with emotions of others - that's why I am numb. ARGH !!! I can't handle this anymore. I handled the situation poorly just now. I just feel like screaming my head off. I just feel like I'm a ranting and raving lunatic !!!
And at the back of my mind, I just want to meet up with you. I should have looked you up. So what if you'd turned me down? So what? Screw the consequences !!! Screw them !!! After all, you'd turned me down so many times that one more would not hurt anymore. It freaking hurts !!!
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