MSN

I wonder if when you log onto MSN and see me online, I wonder if you want to talk to me. I wonder if you miss me the slightest bit. It is just killing me that I cannot talk to you. I still find the silence deafening and absence glaring. I miss you so much. I just wished that it was the good old days once again. I yearn for the days when we hung out and had dinner. I enjoyed your company thoroughly. I wonder when the day will come when I can just see you as a friend. I don't know right now. My mind is still in a whirl and I feel that everything around is surreal. I wish you were here again. I miss you.