1 week to the show

It will be one week to the show. I wish you were watching with us. Sometimes I feel that it would have been better if I had not declared the time-out officially or at least postpone till after the show. However I know that I would have gone crazy if I had just kept quiet and pretended things are normal. I wonder how you have been. A selfish part of me wishes that you wanted to give me a call or that you missed me slightly. I am sure that if you asked I would have met up with you. Nonetheless, I am glad that you have kept to your word that when I am ready, I will contact you. I hope that I will have resolved my issues by the end of this year. Worse case, I'll just pass you your documents and walk away. Sigh.