Even through your absence, I am still emotionally dependent on you. I am feeling really angry right now. I am also at a loss as to what to do next. I don't know how to let go. I don't know how to drop it. I can't even cry. I have tried my best to forget you and the past but I can't. I was much better last week. Even 001 had asked if I am getting better. I had even told 001 confidently that I feel like I am getting better. I felt so sure. I was even ready to say "Game on" Who was to know that I will crumble? I know that the day I feel nothing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, that will be the day I have just stepped on the road to recovery.
ARGH !!!
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