Still pissed

I am still pissed that all that you said is Chill it ... Take care. It is partly your fault that I am in this mess. I am so angry with myself that I have not gotten over it completely. Many people want to see me get better. 001 was so upset with me. Argh !!!! Sometimes I still cannot get over the fact that the best thing for me right now is to lose something, rather than to have something. I have not grasped the idea I need to lose things rather than own it. Enough about you and the past. You have happily moved on whilst I am still stuck. 2008 is ending and I have not progressed much. Yes, I have moved forward but it is not much. I realize now even clearer.