Should not have

I should not have gone on and on. I should have just emailed u the summarized version. I should have just smsed you the question. ARGH!!! I feel so stupid. I am so tired of feeling and of caring. A part of what I am today is because of you. Both the good parts and the bad parts. I need to figure out a way on how to remove the bad parts and to keep the good parts. I am stunned to have heard such harsh remarks from 001. Have I become lifeless and emotionless? 001 had also mentioned a few more words to describe what I have become today. However I decided to not hear as it was too painful. I have numbed out everything and to hear only what I want to hear. What have I become?